I love that someone else brought up the idea of ratchet having op visions (and refusing to believe they AREN’T some kind of cruel hallucination), and I also love the idea of fixit breaking his spine sucking his own dick, it’s beautiful all around
why is wanting badly to talk about characters having lots of feelings that aren’t about fucking make me feel so much more shameful than if I was talking about fuckin’. what am i
man. I should break down and actually do it, finally try and write some kinda fic about pharma and delphi and inner conflict and feelings and shit
this isn’t on this blog because it’d be dirty or something, it’s here because I’m mad at myself for being so horrifically gay for pharma being sad and having emotions about stuff or whatever
I kinda went over the general idea with a friend or two. there’s a twist at the end!! the twist is thathe gets sadder
so I was going to sketch a tarn and pharma on the side of this canvas and I got this far and stopped because. look. just fuckin look at this, I am pretty sure literally nobody has ever drawn this pairing so beautifully before this right here, I need to stop right now because there is literally no improvement I could possibly make to this
I’m gay as fuck, just give me 500 sad post-tfp ratchets bc I want to die
Nobody invites him to parties. He got invited to space alone instead.
[sticks shovel into ground] [stands up and wipes my brow] BOY HOWDY, another day, another dfab nb person going over the three-times abstracted reasons I’m Defs A Transmisogynist
sry for using this very important dickblog to do the rare shitpost where people can’t see them but [pours glass of lemonade] man y’know