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mpregatron:

so I’ve actually been able to draw again, which is INCREDIBLE, and I’ve been doing that for some of my study breaks

but I’ve got this page of me practicing faces for a thing, most of it’s attempts at overlord plus ahegao and somehow these combined into what looks like the worst chapter of jojo’s bizarre adventure ever

wait

I just realized

ok, stay with me here for a minute

what if I just said “fuck it” and turned around and literally used jojo art as refs

2015 IS THE YEAR FOR MAKING THE WORST FETISH ART POSSIBLE, AND I WANT TO LIVE UP TO THAT GOAL AS HARD AS I CAN

so I’ve actually been able to draw again, which is INCREDIBLE, and I’ve been doing that for some of my study breaks

but I’ve got this page of me practicing faces for a thing, most of it’s attempts at overlord plus ahegao and somehow these combined into what looks like the worst chapter of jojo’s bizarre adventure ever

Fred’s always said he wouldn’t judge if I got a ratchet bodypillow, but last night he saw the mockup I started this weekend and he got the most judgy face. he tried to tell me there was no judgement in those eyes but, son, how long have we been enduri, I know judgement when I see it

…you might be ace but you sleep with like 3 different handmade cobra commander dolls, don’t you give me that look

see this is why I didn’t want to ask for a tag. why I didn’t even want to TRY.

because not only were people not gonna use it, but they were going to treat it as a ridiculous idea and outright mock the fact that somebody’s getting fucking hurt because goddammit everybody’s fucking doing it to ~empower trans ppl~ until whoops one doesn’t feel not violated and objectified time 2 tell them they were the true transphobe all along. why make things even a little better when you could openly mock someone’s pain then be like “lmao it hot tho”

cleanse this fandom w/ fire god fuckin DAMN.

there used to be SO MANY but now I don’t know any roboporn blogs that actually collect all the fandom porn besides bits 4 bots, and I had to unfollow them because the mod is a big pissy baby about ppl not feeling flattered by cis ppl drawing non-cis coded bodies. that plus it would be a bad look to come crawling back.

then I have to look @ big content-producers and remember that they were totally on board with being shits about it, and LORD KNOWS I can’t go into the valve|plug tag without risking my mental health even more, and. fuck. fuck this. I woke up in such the wrong place. why is nothing safe for me ever again always. I don’t think it’s unfair to say I hate every single person in this entire shitbaby fandom