most of the time @ those “your otps are what you look for in a relationship“ I’m like “lord christ no, half of them are horrific“ but today I’m like “y’know, sure“
I don’t understand this huge thing for ultron everybody got, he looks like a regular human dude in a metal jumpsuit
when the world is trash but yr buddy w/ a greencard hooks u up
the cuntboy-fetishizing tf fandom & ppl w/ those general attitudes more like “literally the reason I don’t think I could ever, ever feel safe dating a bi/pan cis girl/prolly any non-male afab person ever in my life“ gj
???
top feelings are so foreign to me I literally don’t know what thoughts/materials to get myself off on like this
did I put more than 3 minutes into trying to mentally rework myself to do this? no. that’s work.
???
for some reason, I’m really jamming w/ dick stuff & top stuff rn
that almost never happens, what brought this on, this is such a mysterious realm to me
i feel this character matches me perfectly and i love him very much and also here is a picture i drew of his dick
tumblr users (via vorked)
me: “hold up wait, this shares some weirdly specific themes with bad stuff in my past, is this me recontextualizing themes from childhood traumas as boner shit“
me:
me: “…I mean like I’m still gonna go for it, but“
Posthole 